Posted on April 23, 2014
Posted on April 23, 2014Here I sit on a seemingly grey day. BUT TODAY is not got a grey day. My medication is working well and I am so far keeping pain managable and my kids having the chace to stay here a lot longer tonight. which means a bed pulled out and a shared rooom that we can play and just have fun together how ace how genuinly ace is that and I am so eternaly gratful for hospice for letting them hang arund for so much longer. I have said before and I will keep saying it the hospce staff are my new family and I am so glad for there wonderful help and amazing personalities.
AND THEN BEYOND ALL OUR WIDEST DREAMS WE HIT OUR TARGET WE ACTUALY HIT MY/OUR DREAM AMOUNT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There are not enough words in he alphabet to say thank you to make a word that worud be big enough to really say what I mean to say when I am trying to say thank you But through all of this and of course for me and m my family and until my brithday it does not end here. If it stays here I will be the happiest woman alive to have acheived such a big deal for my family well its just huge and would never and do not ecepect more. I am just letting people know why this accout will be sitting here till april 28th one its my birthday and two that is when this officially closes. I am speechless, humbled, in tears, laughing, crying, blubering just everthing you could imaging. So If I could write better at the moment I would write so much more and it would mean so much more but it seems cancer is taking that away slowly. Any way I will do my best to keep up blogging. I am tired - YOU ARE AMAZING AND I THANK YOU FOR MAKING A DREAM CAME TRUE THAT I NEVE REALLY THOUGHT POSSIBLE, ONE THAT I WISHED WIH ALL MY BEING BUT NEVER REALLY TRULY BELEIVED OUR LITTLE TINY FAMILY COULD REACH OUT TO THE WORLD AND FOR THE WORLD TO HOLD OUR HANDS AND HELP US TAKE THAT STEP UP TOGETHER. DO I HAVE FAITH YES YES YES YES AND YES AGAIN WITH BELLES ON IN EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US TO PROBIDE AND HELP EACH OTHER IF WE CHOOSE FROM ONE HUMAN BEING TO ANAOTHER HUMAN BEING AND THAT IS JUST A CHOICE THING. YOU HAVE SHOWED ME FAITH IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT AND I SHALL LOOK FOR THE LIGHT WHEREVER I GO BEAUSE YOU, ME US, WE AE THE LIGHT PEOPLE WE ARE THE ONES TO REACH OUT T WHEN WE ARE IN TROUBLE WE ARE THE ONES TO CRY TO WHE WE AE SAD WE RE ALWAYS THE ONES WHO WE ONLY NEEED TO OPEN OUR MOUTHS AND TELL OUR TRUTH AND SOMO ONE ELSE WILL BE THERE FOR US BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE SAME STORY OR YOU HAVE TOUCHED THEM OR MOVED THEM IN SOME WAY. BY NOW IF YOU CANT SEE IT THEN YOU MUST BE MAD ITS EVERYWHERE YOU JUST HAVE TO CHOOSE TO SEE IT. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING PART OF MY JOURNEY IT HAS BEEN AMAZING I WILL KEEP BLOGGING ON HERE UNTIL THE 28TH AND THEN BACK ON MY OWN WEBSITE katherinecrowe.co.uk I Love YOU we are AMAZING. WE COULD NOT DO ANYTHING GOOD OR BAD WITH OUT EACH OUTHER LETS TRY AND REMEMBER THIS HUMANITY AND START ASKING FOR THINGS WE NEED FROM THE LEAST LIKELY SOURCES AND IF YOU TELL THE TRUTH AND YOU ARE HUMBLE MAYBE THAT PERSON WILL HELP - IF THEY DONT KEEP TRYING UNTINL YOU FIND THE ONE OR TWO OR THREEE THAT DOES. I FOUND over 1000 people that between them found £50,000 and that is awesome and can never nver be forgoton. Thank you is to small but you know how much it means I LOVE YOU that feels a bit better - all my love - we made it together. That includes all of he people that said I could never do it, I could never ask people for that much, It includes all the people that did not get why I would wnat to help my family at such a time - it includes all the doubters - WE DID IT!!! and I am so proud of us all Thank you!
Posted on April 20, 2014
Posted on April 20, 2014Its another day in hospice and I am so very grateful for them being here. It does make me wonder sometimes that if there was no hospice where I would go. It worries me and then I have to let it go - I supse I would be in hospital. Any way lets not go there. I have managed a good couple of days catching up on lots of slep and just managing to keep myelf out a trouble - hehehe
I have been down a lot but I have been up and had some great times a lot to. Lous birthday was my highlight - every one crammed in here laughing and joking it was great.............I love those nights of unexpected joy and laughter which was freeflowing and great.
so we have nearly made it to the target and i am sure we will make it there I love you all and thank you all for how far we have already come - big love for now and thank you k
Posted on April 15, 2014
Posted on April 15, 2014Good day today. After a very down morning and very achy I thought I needd a big sleep which I had and then felt so much better fro it.
Then I realized that I wanted some sun and on of the lovely nurses here sugested pulling my whole bed outside - - it was DIVINE! just for a few minutes to be sat with the sun beating down on my weary face. I likes that a lot.
So that was today but I have realized I am gonna have to get some new habbits like painting etc to occupy my very active brain love k