Posted on July 25, 2017
Okay. I'm calling it. I did my best but I just still don't have much support. That's just how systemic oppression plays out.
I'll stop bothering with conferences since no one wants to hear me speak or help others see me speak. Sigh.
I'm just going to focus on writing - the one thing I am still capable of despite the chronic pain flaring up nearly all the time now - and scraping by with...with nothing.
The world has spoken. Murderers, rapists, abusive, or simply purely incompetent people have Safety Nets and I don't. That's not a coincidence; that's just reality under the delusion of supremacy. I tried everything but it'll never be enough. Going to conserve energy by just focusing on the couple of things I can still to stave off total ruin.
Any funds I get from this point forward will just go toward my survival. I'm going to circulate this message so everyone is informed before I go ahead and close this down.
Thank you to the few who did believe in me or my work a little bit. You at least got my kids passports and if we survive the year maybe someday they can travel or we can escape. AntiBlackness and misogynoir is global, so I'm not even sure where we'd end up, but maybe we actually have the option to leave now.
Okay, pain is too intense but I'll also update my gofundme
with my current needs. Maybe someone will care enough. Dunno.
Ciao for now, and thank you again.