Long story short, 2014 was the year of medical hell and and my health is still pretty much crap. Until the nurses and docs figure out treatment that actually works for me — last medication for pain and neurological symptoms had me coughing up coagulated blood for a few weeks, that was fun — my medical bills will continue to climb. I do still have a job…for now, but I am closer than I like to think to having to sell everything I own and. I don’t know, honestly? I’ve hit the level of hopelessness, despair, and panic where thinking is sluggish and brackish.
What I’m fumbling at horribly is this: If anyone is able to give anything, I’d be immensely grateful. No, seriously. Anything. The bank and the hospital will take pennies and so will I.
But only if you’re able to give.
Let me repeat that.
Only give money to help me out if you are able to do so without adding undue stress to yourself.
We’re all struggling out here, I know my struggle is nowhere near the worst, so please. Please, please, *please* do not put yourself out trying to help me. Rather than donate your money, donate some good energy my way in whatever form that is for you, but only if you have *that* to spare. Trust me, I understand only having enough energy to keep yourself vertical and not falling into traffic, so don’t send what you can’t spare.
I hate asking for help or bothering people but I’m running out of options and maybe, just maybe, this long shot will actually bear fruit. Without being a loan with 70% interest. The internet has proven to contain wonderful people.
Please share as, again, any little bit helps. And more little bits from more people help even more.
Thank you all for whatever you’re able to do.