Today has been one of the hardest days of my life, I was woke up to finding out my mother had gone to be with the good lord. It has been a little bit of a battle these last few weeks seeming she was having complications, she was hospitalized for a few days and was released. She had been showing signs of getting better and then out of nowhere it just got worse. I last spoke to her over the weekend and she wasn't feeling the greatest so I took her some medicine and checked on her, she was up and walking around, but still having stomache pain. Well little did I know that that was gonna be the last time I was able to see or speak to my mom again. My birthday was tuesday and I knew something was up when she didnt call, but I figured she was just resting. Unfortunately I was wrong, I am the oldest of her 3 children. She was still struggling with the death of my sister jessica and my brother is unfortunately unable to be here right now. So its just me, I searched long and hard to try to find the STRENGTH to ask for help. But after talking to a few family a friends who reminded me of how I got to were I am today, it kind of eased my mind asking. Sometimes there are things in our lives that happend and we are gonna need help, and the ones who usually are ok with asking for help are the ones who get through it a little easier. I know my mother wouldn't in any way shape or form want me to struggle or hurt anymore than I am or have to. She was a true fighter, stood by her 3 children as they battled for there lives for a long time and I just want her to be remembered as that woman who would do anything for her kids!! I will be setting up arrangements as soon as possible but could really use some help !! So please, anything will help and I appreciate everything and everyone for reaching out and helping me in this time of need !! Thank you and god bless!!