Hello... Ok here it goes my name is Gina and I am a single mom of two, I have found myself in the worst slump ive ever been in... I keep telling myself it will end soon. I'm embarrassed to put my struggle out in the open for the world and hate to put this on anybody because these are my problems not anybody elses. But I've hit rock bottom :-[:-[:-[:-[ I am just so worried cause ive used everyone aspect I could. Online loan companies, cash advances, I cannot catch up. Not sure how much more I can take. Iam all alone here and have had it with everything, everything is a struggle i cant seem to get ahead and the kids are always so unhappy its so depressing. Im on the verge of a collapse mentally and physically. I cry all day Iam up all night sick to my stomach with thoughts of what will go wrong next. Im doing the job of 5 people and don't have any more in me.... we are short $200.00 in rent, my car is done for it was a 1984 and has given up. I walk to and from work everyday 7a to 4p, I have been sending my high school son to school in a taxi everyday and that is burning the little money I have that was aside for groceries and laundry. I have nothing left. I get up and force myself out of bed for my kids, I tell myself its time to put on my fake smile and pretend everything is wonderful when everything is crumbling. I never ask for help but I really am at a loss. Working as hard as I can and one breath at a time. I am asking for some help, anything, I know many people are in the same boat as I am which is why i understand if this doesn't go far. I just don't know where else to turn. Thank you.